May 13th, 2012. 10:24 pm

There's a connection between the number 1024 and me. It is that time when I always look at the clock. I have no idea if I'm waiting for it, but it happens and I stare. I wonder what makes me, is it that much of a habit now to look at the clock then that I cannot even begin to realize that it is a habit? I am tired too. All the time. It never leaves me, and I can continue to sleep through everything. I feeling a bit disconnected. I've been trying to keep a journal but cannot find the energy to write in one, so I figured since I am on here all the time, why not start talking about my thoughts and tracking them on here for the time being. Maybe it will help me, even a little help would do.